dAd,tHanks for the splendid love you've give 2 me

It has been 23 days since my dad leave us and continue his journey to another world,and in this lonely,rainy night,I listen to a few songs which makes me recall the events when my dad was still alive.Moreover,he's abit childish= =..but,I still remember the love he gave me,and he taught memuch about something that is essential in our daily life....Although dad was no longer be by my sides,but I know that courage is needed to continue my life,because my dad had told me before:"RJ,you are a man,in the future you must take care of your family,your love,so don't stop because of the obstacles you meet,or anything that stop you from achieving your goals,you must be independent,caring,and the most important is,love the poor,help those who need,and becomes a responsible man!"Oh heavenly father,I realize that the life for me and my dad no longer be lingered on,so I pray to you that please tell my dad how much I love him and although I'm upset,but I'll still try to be tough and continue my road to success,and I commit this prayer in Jesus name,Amen.....dAds,i promise your teaching will etch in my memory forever,lOv3 you dAd,the greatest dAd in the world,and the most childish = =(always bully me and my brother at home= =,but sometimes he get some punishment from me 2,lolz)

Below I present you the song title and the lyrics I listen to and connect my heart to the wonderful story when my dad was still alive


Sorry Seems To Be The Hardest Words By:Elton John

What have I got to do to make you love me

What have I got to do to make you care

What do I do when lightning strikes me

And I wake to find that you're not there

What do I do to make you want me

What have I got to do to be heard

What do I say when it's all over

And sorry seems to be the hardest word

It's sad, so sadIt's a sad, sad situation

And it's getting more and more absurd

It's sad, so sadWhy can't we talk it over

Oh it seems to me

That sorry seems to be the hardest word

What do I do to make you love me

What have I got to do to be heard

What do I do when lightning strikes me

What have I got to do

What have I got to do

When sorry seems to be the hardest word



Here I Am By:Air Supply

Here I am playing with those memories again

And just when I thought time had set me free

Those thoughts of you keep taunting me

Holding you, a feeling I never outgrew

Though each and every part of me has tried

Only you can fill that space inside

So theres no sense pretending

My heart its not mending(chorus)

Just when I thought I was over you

And just when I thought I could stand on my own

Oh baby those memories come crashing through

And I just cant go on without

On my own Ive tried to make the best of it alone

Ive done everything I can to ease the pain

But only you can stop the rain

I just cant live without you

I miss everything about you(chorus)

Just when I thought I was over you

And just when I thought I could stand on my own

Oh baby those memories come crashing through

And I just cant go on without

Go on without

Its just no good without you